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FRIENDS ONLY [10 Feb 2020|02:28am]

this journal is ~90% friends only

comment if you want to be added, i'll most likely add you back.
Be aware most of the friends locked content is bandgirl or private.

If you are a fan of NightingeiL, 十神 or EAT YOU ALIVE, please be my friend =)
88||give me an amen


[19 May 2012|07:53pm]
Since Mr Kaie is retiring as a bandman I am retiring as a bandgirl.
it's time I think anyway.


i'm having an important event on tuesday too after which I think I will not be able to lead the same life anyway.
give me an amen


Selling cloooooothes :) [25 Mar 2012|11:33pm]
It's slightly embarrassing, but in case anyone is interested...XD
but yeah I'm trying to clear my closets, selling from cheep stuff to designer clothes, prices range from 1euro to 900euro XDDD;;

Japanese clothes&stuff:
http://shinjuka-sales.livejournal.com/3665.html
brands included: Cecil McBee, Grass.M, h.Naoto, Hard Rock Cafe Japan, Hysteric Glamour, MA*RS, Putumayo, Stigmata (Sexy Dynamite London), Tutuanna, Yosuke USA, Yumetenbo and more.

Non-Japanese:
http://shinjuka-sales.livejournal.com/3491.html
brands included: Ann Summers, Calvin Klein, Dolce&Gabbana, H&M, Morphine Generation, Moschino, Punky Fish, Raven, Sai Sai, Victoria's Secret, Vivienne Westwood, Zero and more.

cheers =w=
give me an amen


[10 Mar 2012|12:04am]
the weirdest thing in my sales is
no one, NO ONE is interested in any NightingeiL stuff EVAR.
I got the rarest shit(that can be there with a band so young) and no one wants it, it's such a waste =w=

aah.....
i really need money to go back to JP for job hunting next month so since CD sales aren't going too well I'm gonna be selling other things soon. i just hope it's worth it.
27||give me an amen


Sales reopened [04 Mar 2012|08:52pm]
I'm back to Europe so reopened my sales, added lot of new items, selling like 98% of the stuff I own.
lots of nagoya kei stuff, NightingeiL, cocklobin, EAT, etc. etc. etc.
check it out:
http://shinjuka-sales.livejournal.com/

will be posting it in communities as well so sorry if you see it cross posted.
2||give me an amen


[06 Nov 2011|11:48am]
Hi guys,

I'm sorry I'm not answering to any comments or messages, I'm really busy and not in a good state, both emotionally and physically. thank you for your support.


so I'm selling all my NightingeiL cheki for the original price, i've got about 150, if you buy over 20 I can give you a discount.
I am also selling NightingeiL and Red Carpet CDs, as well as a SIGNAL CD.
and cheki from many other bands, you can see them here:
shinjuka-sales.livejournal.com/2555.html




my insurance is not giving me back the hundreds of euros I'm spending in hospitals, so I have no money to pay my rent this month.
give me an amen


[02 Oct 2011|03:56pm]
OHMYGOD. NightingeiL oneman yesterday was.....
so. f-cking. random.

there were just like ~25 people so it felt very...close and...private....and i suppose after a while the members were like whatever the fuck and just went on talking about Kyaru pamyupamyu's name for like...10 minutes. and stuff like that. but Kon said if we write a report about it he will murder us. Kaie said he's send us tons of bullying messages.
we like talked as well during the gig XD
Kon: so this is an MC. do you know what an MC means..?
everyone: .......
Kon: like...Mike Control or something...
Me: it's master of ceremonies (with an English accent, not katakana so he didn't get it)
Kon: huh is this English?
Me: yeah.
Kon: well....I'm Japanese so it's gonna be Mike Control.
everyone: *explode*
Kon: what is it in Chinese....? (for some reason he said kokoro, heart, shin (chinese) in the beginning so he was all trilingual xD)
everyone: *look back cause the taiwanese jouren was standing at the back yesterday*
Kon: huh, is there someone from China at the back?
taiwanese girl: ..........
us: *stare at the Taiwanese girl*
Kon: China.
TG:......
Kon: Hey, China! China! China!
everyone: WTF ROFL

Kaie also talked to me a bit asking to check his English and stuff. it was just really fucking random but fun.
there were some not so nice things such as for example.....SHE was there. i think I wasn't the only one unhappy about it.
Kaie didn't look at me most of the time like at all. but then he did talk to me during the Mike Controls xD and demachi was....I was intoxicated again but it was kind of nice but.


I AM GIVING UP =D
I can't stand it it's killing me.

otsu.
3||give me an amen


bandgirl live update [29 Sep 2011|01:06pm]
it seems my love for NightingeiL has been steadily decreasing
as my love for cocklobin has been growing.
I've been following them both before but now that cock've got yuya, I'm absolutely in love with that man and their gigs have become so much more fun! he's giving me so much energy...plus I'm free to do whatever the fuck I want unlike at NightingeiL.

of course I'll see how it goes at this month's onemans and stuff, but so far I'm really just...
i want to go see cocklobiiiiiiiiin. yeah.
only good thing about NightingeiL is that most of their shows are in Tokyo, and cock's are outside and cost me a bunch of money to attend.



aaaaalso I got a kind of boyfriend. he's a bandman as well so I think I might need to cut down on my gigs cause he's being a bit sensitive. although there's one detail that might be destroying our relationship very soon so we'll see how things go.


anyway next gig is NightingeiL's charity oneman.
4||give me an amen


[13 Sep 2011|10:24pm]
so vlog reports of NightingeiL gigs I went to:

Instore+Osaka&Nagoya event


Oneman on September 11th


i'm not aiming to give a detailed reporter like reports, I'm just mentioning some stuff I remember.
If you wanna know anything specific - ask me =D
10||give me an amen


[20 Aug 2011|09:36pm]
Updated my furi channel with two furitsuke tutorials, for Black:List - grief and Hi:BRiD - LESSON


subscribe to my channel for more upcoming furi :P
I'll try to do the stuff I promissed i.e. NightingeiL and EAT soon, also maybe some Sel'm and DELUHI.
give me an amen


[04 Aug 2011|08:48pm]
Updated items FOR SALE on my sales journal:
http://shinjuka-sales.livejournal.com/
please check it out.

money could be very useful for me in Japan. in case I haven't written it here, I'm going for 6 months exchange to Tokyo from September.
give me an amen


[09 May 2011|12:49am]
i actually feel much better now thanks to kagerou and a talk to Mari.
so yes I shall move on and cross over the dark now))
give me an amen


[08 May 2011|10:01pm]
Since the morning it's a great rain Today is surely a great weather for suicide
I can't be bothered to do anything Laughing, I went up the stairs
One way ticket to heaven inserted in my hand the great weather for suicide
Good bye, short life Good bye, dusky trash

Ah but after all I see your face flicker
And I end up hesitating, so Lets cry these words out
"self-liberation"

Before my eyes everything starts going dizzy
Both legs start trembling
The pulse inside my brain is gashing
The dim epilogue drops its curtains
leap down

Ah before I notice tonight too I am all alone sleeping with a suicide attempt
A half-assed way of living and so a half-assed way of dying
Ah but after all I see your face flicker
And I end up hesitating, so Lets cry these words out
"self-liberation"

Before my eyes everything starts going dizzy
Both legs start trembling
The pulse inside my brain is gashing
The dim epilogue drops its curtains
leap down
From the sky pours a rain of mercy, on the ground a scattered me


i don't want to kill myself I want to live I want to enjoy life but here just pacing my room the whole day all alone, even though my room door is open and there are people outside there is no one who notices no one who can help, but even I myself do not know what you can possibly do to make these feelings go away, I don't see a way out. I cried and screamed and threw things around but I couldn't feel any better I can't laugh I can't work, what happens if now I can't do my studies because of this? I'm just caught in this and I see no way out of this mood and I'd rather die than stay this way even just another day
i'm scared of tomorrow and what is going to happen
give me an amen


[28 Apr 2011|10:45pm]
dear friends,

I am sorry, this is the last time I am posting this hoping to get some help. I need 3 more people to participate, please if you could spend some time to answer to a couple of questions it will be greatly appreciated.


Dear fans of Japanese music, dear JaME colleagues,
Please if you have time, I need your participation. especially in part 2 of my questionnaire, only very few people responded.

I am doing a project on professional learning for my MA in Multicultural Studies and I decided to do it about my live reports on JaME and I need your participation to answer a couple of questions about live reports.

If you could participate in either Part 1 or Part 2 or in both (please? :) ) you would help me a lot.
Japanese music fans can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HTFCQ6Y
JaME colleagues can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HRB3N3G

thank you.
2||give me an amen


Please help: still need participants [22 Apr 2011|07:57pm]
Thanks a lot to who helped, and sorry that you have to see this cross-posted)

Dear fans of Japanese music, dear JaME colleagues,
Please if you have time, I need your participation. especially in part 2 of my questionnaire, only 2 people responded.

I am doing a project on professional learning for my MA in Multicultural Studies and I decided to do it about my live reports on JaME and I need your participation to answer a couple of questions about live reports.

If you could participate in either Part 1 or Part 2 or in both (please? :) ) you would help me a lot.
Japanese music fans can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HTFCQ6Y
JaME colleagues can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HRB3N3G

if you could pass this around it would be awesome!!
give me an amen


guys, please do help. [20 Apr 2011|08:38am]
Dear fans of Japanese music, dear JaME colleagues,
I NEED YOUR HELP! the more participants the better!!

I am doing a project on professional learning for my MA in Multicultural Studies and I decided to do it about my live reports on JaME and I need your participation to answer a couple of questions about live reports.

If you could participate in either Part 1 or Part 2 or in both (please? :) ) you would help me a lot in my project and also to improve my live report writing in future ;)
Japanese music fans can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HTFCQ6Y
JaME colleagues can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HRB3N3G

if you could pass this around it would be awesome!!

--
I only got 4 people to respond, none from my LJ, and most didn't touch on Part 2.
So I desperately need participants.
7||give me an amen


PLEASE HELP!! [18 Apr 2011|01:05pm]
Dear fans of Japanese music, dear JaME colleagues,
I NEED YOUR HELP! the more participants the better!!

I am doing a project on professional learning for my MA in Multicultural Studies and I decided to do it about my live reports on JaME and I need your participation to answer a couple of questions about live reports.

If you could participate in either Part 1 or Part 2 or in both (please? :) ) you would help me a lot in my project and also to improve my live report writing in future ;)
[EDIT] JaME colleagues can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HRB3N3G
Japanese music fans can take the survey here: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/HTFCQ6Y
if you could pass this around it would be awesome!!

Part 1.
It would be great if you could write as detailed answer as possible, but even a brief response would be very helpful. Japanese music fans, please think about live reports in any media. JaME colleagues, please answer NOT to these questions, but to questions on the JaME forum (they are a bit different).

1.) What do you think are the main aims of live report articles?
2.) What would you as a reader be looking for in live report articles?
3.) What properties should a good live report have? (e.g. length, degree of detail, etc.)
4.) What elements do you want to see in a live report? (e.g. MC, guitar solo, audience description etc. ) How should they be delivered?
5.) What do you not want to read about in a live report? What elements do you think would be "boring"?
6.) Please add anything else that you think might be relevant.

Part 2. I am going to compare the structure and elements of my first 2 and latest 2 live reports in English (in total I have written 26 live reports).

I would like to ask you to take a look at 2(or more) live reports.
My first live report in English of Ancafesta in August 2008:
http://www.jame-world.com/uk/articles-5701-ancafesta-08-summer-dive.html
OR (/and) Sugar, 9GOATS, Sel’m, RENTRER, Daishi, Matenrou Opera, DaizyStripper event with several bands in August 2008:
http://www.jame-world.com/uk/articles-5771-black-ant-and-white-sugar-vol-4-in-shibuya-o-east.html
AND
my last live report in English in Japan of the studs in August 2009:
http://www.jame-world.com/uk/articles-55119-the-studs-oneman-live-at-liquidroom.html
OR(/and) live report of DELUHI in July 2009:
http://www.jame-world.com/uk/articles-53688-exclamation-of-deluhism-deluhi-one-man-at-shibuya-o-west.html

1.) Could you see any improvement in the later article(s) as compared to the first article(s)? What is it?
2.) Are there any elements that stroke you as particularly bad/ good or boring/interesting in any of the reports?
2.a) Are there any elements that you think should be avoided or could be increased?
3.) Do you have any suggestions for what could be further improved in the future?

Thank you very much!


you could e-mail me to my normal e-mail or katou_kazuya at hotmail dot com or just comment with your response.
I want to start doing the analysis later this week so if you could help me it would be very very very appreciated.
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You know what [20 Mar 2011|06:29pm]
I don't give a fuck what you think about me "bragging on" about Japan.
if you don't want to see me do it - GTFO.
give me an amen


[31 Jan 2011|09:57pm]
http://www.formspring.me/k701125
ask me stuff .w.
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NightingeiL 失敗の僕 成功の君 [14 Nov 2010|09:08pm]
Translated shippai no boku, seikou no kimi

The failed I, the succeeded you

What did those eyes see, I wonder...
Disobeying god, you threw away your body and gained eternity

Why won’t this lump come out of my muddled body
I stuff my hand down my throat over and over
I can’t run away from this muddled scenery anymore
You must have known it...But now you are free

Could you reach that sky?
Spreading the feathers on those wings
Can I too reach that sky?
You threw away this thin world

Just how much did the darkness of your heart corrode you?
Having understood the meaning of “thank you” just now
I am so powerless...

My love to you... My love to you...
From the opposite world
I keep screaming my love to you

Why won’t this lump come out of my muddled body
I stuff my hand down my throat over and over
I can’t run away from this muddled scenery anymore
You must have known it...But now you are free

Could you reach that sky?
Spreading the feathers on those wings
Can I too reach that sky?
You threw away this thin world
Bloodless and fleshless, the transparent you
Spread your wings so wide it hurts
Look forward from birds view
But you know, I’m still captured...
2||give me an amen

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