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[10 Feb 2011|02:28am] |
this journal is ~90% friends only
comment if you want to be added, i'll most likely add you back.
Be aware most of the friends locked content is bandgirl or private.
I do look for a degree of maturity and if I feel adding you will mean I'd have to modify my LJ contents or such, I will not add you back.
Also if you like Falaris, please do stay away.
But if you are a fan of NightingeiL, 十神 or EAT YOU ALIVE, please be my friend ;w;
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| Finalized Sales post |
[24 Nov 2009|02:47pm] |
Hello my dears.
something awesome happened and I'm going to Japan in March(can't make the oneman unfortunately but oh well).
So I am expanding my sale. I know some of the stuff I've added might interest some of you, eg NigthingeiL related stuff, La'Mule, munimuni, gazelle, gaudie., RENS etc., added merch as well. please take a look at the list and sponsor me XD
again no prices in the post because too many currencies to calculate for too many items, just ask me for more info and i'll give you a price in your currency, photos or whatever you ask for.
( expanded sale )
I'd really rather not part with WITH SEXY and shit, but if it increases my chances of seeing Nightingei I guess it should go.
+this will be eventually cross-posted so sorry if you see it loads.
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[18 Nov 2009|01:55pm] |
私の事何も知らないくせに判断するやつ
ただずっと前から「仲良し」だから
ただ一緒に時間を過ごすから全て分かってるって思ってるやつ
マジ消えろ。
努力しないといくら一緒の時間を過ごしてても相手の事何も分からないだろう。
5年、6年相手の建前しか見えないやつらはマジありえない。
建前が「ダイレクト」だから文句あったらすぐ言うってやつらが思うだろう
ダイレクトに言えない私、やつらが知らないだろう
普通にもうやつらに話さないと判断されないからこのままでいいや。
why in japanese? because i can? XD
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[11 Nov 2009|04:28pm] |
i can't go to NigthingeiL's first oneman although i've promissed everyone i would.
i simply will not have the money by march and i can't dare to ask my parents to lend me any more.
i thought it'd be summer, that way i could've worked in my 2nd semester to afford it, but i don't have any time to work this semester.
so yeah.
i'm kind of very fucking depressed.
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[18 Oct 2009|08:30pm] |
it's kaie's birthday in Japan.
people can't be perfect, and i myself am the worst, so i am not in the position to judge Kaie.
all i can do is love and support him.
i don't feel as much as i used to for him after what i found out, but i am really happy that a yesr ago i met him, and that i've had the great lifechanging experiences, thanks to him.
and i am still his hachiko, waiting for him in the rain .w.
so happy birthday my still 本命麺
i love you))
anyway sorry that i'm not responding to stuff latelly, my meds are doing weird things to me i think, i should be back to life next week. if there is anything urgent, please facebook, that's the only place where i am now, my phone's off.
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[08 Sep 2009|12:03am] |
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カイエ様に会いたいよぉ；ｗ；
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[24 Aug 2009|01:15pm] |
dammit i'm gonna cry again.
Biatch found out what the old SE was:
up until april twoman with AF they've been using the first 2 minutes of it as their SE every time.
they've only ever used the new SE 3-4 times so far, at other times they'd start with yugande hashiru or so.
i wonder why the used the old SE yesterday...
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[15 Aug 2009|02:48am] |
yesterday was the most emotional NightingeiL live ever.
1st of all it was their 1 year anniversary so all the regulars except for the Mukui fan NRK(who i get along with best but who is generally an outsider in our company and is fond of her lolita dresses), were wearing self-made NightingeiL T-shirts, which we also gave to the band and the roadie(he put his on straight away, mega+++points from us all).
also I had ticket no.2, and the girls just a bit worse, so we all took up the whole left side of the 2nd bar in AREA and sat on the step watching the other bands together chatting away about all sorts of random shit, it was really fun. i also kind of felt proud that me and the scariest Kon-chan fan STM got changed in one toilet booth, i feel we are a family xD
during the performance they announced their first shusai on 11.11. which of course made me cry straight away right in front of Kaie. i threw another tantrum when the girls later showed me the flyer and it said emmuree are taking part in it. which resulted in the Shou-chan fan TMK giving me a Kaie cheki for free and NRK taking care of me until i got onto my train. i love those people no matter how fucked up they sometimes are.
NightingeiL played a new song. the guitars are really rough and intense, it's not a fast-paced song but is in a way rather aggressive, more like their older stuff. and Kaie does half of the chorus back-vocals and it's so attractive i can't even talk about it. it made me go fucking blind.
also there was a band dangan shoujo playing with them, and i was like wow the vocalist totally looks like Shina. but until i read Kaie's blog today i didn't realise it actually was him. i feel really ashamed by also ridiculously happy that i got to see Shina live.
Kaie's hairstyle was so....what the fuck. sticking out from his hat? ehm, no.
also i got the cheki he uploaded to his blog.
anyway, i can't do a report cause after the live i was so mortified by the shusai news i got high fever and i've been feeling sick since then.
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[29 Jul 2009|10:32pm] |
tomorrow night I'm off to Osaka for my last gig there, it's Scuber Dive and the planning is crazy.
Main subject: NightingeiL. of course.
working at DELUHI's oneman, then right after that taking my bus to Osaka. Arriving at 7:30 in the morning and going to Shinsaibashi to check out the venues....the doors open at 12:00 and the last artist finishes at aroung 21:00, getting the bus back to Tokyo at 23:00 and arriving around 7:00. on the 1st it's Since1889 last live as well. lets see how I can survive.
Scuber Dive in Osaka is in 6 venues with almost 60 artists, but this is the planning i made for myself:
13:00-13:25 DEATHGAZE [FANJ Twice]
14:20-14:40 NightingeiL [CLAPPER]
14:40-15:10 awoi [OSAKA MUSE]
15:15-15:40 Hi:BRiD [FANJ Twice]
15:40-16:00 meth. [CLAPPER]
16:00-16:40 boogieman [BIG CAT]
16:40-16:50 Jully [OSAKA MUSE] [10 minutes of Jully, yeah baby]
17:10-17:40 Moran [OSAKA MUSE]
17:40-18:00 Lycaon [DROP]
18:00-18:40 heidi. [BIG CAT]
19:00-19:40 12012 [BIG CAT]
19:45-20:15 heisei ishin [FANJ Twice]
if this looks like death, then the next is even crazyer, on August 3rd the Scuber Dive takes place in 7 venues in Shibuya.
My plan:
13:00-13:40 girugamesh [O-EAST]
13:45-14:10 Hi:BRiD [asia]
14:25-14:45 hucci [O-Nest]
15:00-15:40 Jully [duo]
15:50-16:10~ish boogieman [O-EAST]
16:15-16:35 meth. [O-Nest]
16:40-17:00 Dali [O-Crest]
17:30-17:40ish Decola Hopping[Vuenos] i can only see them for like 10 mins but i feel like it's my duty since i'm probably the only person in Tokyo who knows them XD
17:50-18:10 NightingeiL [O-Crest]
18:45-19:05 KYOKUTOU GIRL FRIEND [Vuenos]
19:20-19:40 D'LORE [Vuenos]
19:40-20:00 Lycaon [O-Crest]
20:00-20:45 Chariots [duo]
20:50-21:15 heidi. [O-EAST]
the good thing about Shibuya is all the venues are either in the same building, or right accross the road, so it takes literally less than a minute to move between them. I don't know the Osaka venues, but from looking at the map it seems like getting between some of them takes about 5 minutes =_=
and tomorrow I need to
-go to Meguro ward office to fix my insurance
-go to Shinjuku to get tickets to and from Niigata for next week
-go to shibuya to sell a ticket
-send off my first box to UK
-clean my flat
-meet Zarrah and help her move in
-go back to shibuya for DELUHI coverage.
I think i'll go mad.
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[25 Jul 2009|10:55pm] |
today i didn't go to SIVA and instead went to watch gaudie. at Narciss since i've missed their last couple of lives and can only seem them twice from now on.
the front row was two people. the second row was me. everyone else was sitting down.
i think gaudie. are starting to get used to it, and while before i've noticed how especially Kazuha would be totally discouraged and unenthusiastic, they are now doing their best no matter how big or small the crowd is.
They're sort of same as hucci, doing their best and moving on no matter how hard it is.
the reason why i didn't go to SIVA and went to see them is because I do not think that by the time I get back to Japan they will still exist.
i think their music is absolutely awesome, for the past month i've been listening to nothing but their new album every single day, and they "have potential", but i think they will stay underappreciated just as hucci have. only worse. this is fucking depressing.
i really hope the since1889 fans go on to support gaudie.
anyway, setlist:
依存された存在
霹靂の青
HIGHEST DANCING
絶望に導く明日
Wing of 【ageha】
Crash
or something.
not that anyone cares. i haven't met any foreigners who like gaudie. except for the since jouren.
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[12 Jul 2009|06:37pm] |
there's a spider that's been living in my room for like 4 days now and i hoped he'd be gone by the time i'm back from my Tokami tour but he's been sitting here waiting for me.
i hope he gets the fuck out soon.
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[27 Jun 2009|01:51am] |
Otsukare =D
today was awesome, i went to see Awoi, Sel'm and 9GOATS with lots of friends.
during 9GOATS we couldn't stop laughing and were fooling around calling their names in strange ways, and i didn't expect everyone to hear it but the moment i went "akaya" in a very bored "yeah whatever" way everyone went dead silent and then started laughing XD
i was laughing too hard to see, but my friends said that Akaya himself and Aki laughed their asses off xD
awoi need more love outside of Osaka DX
yesterday's NightingeiL
歪んで走る
a cave
ACID ROOM
失敗の僕 成功の君
身代わりの人
you
the live was full of troubles and members stumbling over the mike chords or even falling over, messing up and stuff, but it was great. like really great.
Kaie seemed a bit tired, not as genki as usual, although my friend who doesn't always come didn't notice it and said he was surpised at how enthusiastic Kaie is. [he wasn't really, but at the end i personally experienced the warmest little gestures of gratitude from him that i've never seen before.]
it was the closest live to Mukui's birthday so the moment where we usually point at our favourite member in you ["daichi de aru subete wa -kimi-"], we all pointed at Muku and also kept on calling his name, so he seemed really happy and smily. at the end Kon-chan pushed him out onto the center of the stage and he seemed so shy and embarassed. congrats Muku-san!
also i messed up my last chance to do demachi for NightingeiL because i wanted to see Lucy.
oh well.
also NightingeiL's last live before i leave clashes with Tokami's first oneman with these members and Falaris' comeback as their o.A. i promissed Sara and Sen I would come, but....i don't know what to do. Tokami oneman is such an important thing, and Falaris' comeback will be my only chance to see them in 2 months, but NightingeiL is my very favourite band, i haven't had a favourite band since deadman split up....
anyway otsukare =D
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[24 Jun 2009|10:57pm] |
i know the reason Kaie only shows his left shoulder now.
he has a huge-ass yakuza-like tattoo covering most of his right upper body DX
the session was kind of fun. they played Acid Black Cherry and stuff.
Kaie is so very different when playing bass, so cool and manly. his hair was all fuwafuwa like a cute little birdie, his style was the sort of stuff he wore in Geno.
i was in the 3rd row, together with a Kon-fan STM, then half way through another Kon-fan AK ran in, from a hospital, and Shikiri-san also joined at the end, so it was the four of us surrounded by a crowd of as.milk fans. screaming Kaie's name as well. we were approached by some of them later because they wanted to go see nightingeil. aww.
but the cheki sold out right before I got to the merch stand and because they were mostly shots of 2-3 members, only STM managed to find someone who'd sell her one Kaie x jouei cheki.....STM, you're a fucking Kon fan, dude XD
another nightingeil live tomorrow.
it's time for a new song dammit.
aihai, good night.
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[02 Jun 2009|09:21pm] |
i'm so busy with my uni research project it's not even funny.
but i've got to do a little report about the nightingeil instore before i forget it all =3=
some points:
They made us wait 30 minutes because the Bergerac instore finished a bit late and NightingeiL needed time to fix their make-up xD
because we were waiting in the rain, Kaie called us all hachiko. yeah. totally.
whereas in the instores i've been to before we were usually sitted on the floor in front of a table, in brand x there were actually chairs. it was kind of funny how we ended up sitting, as the girls described it "front row are the regulars, second row are "....who the fuck are you?"". shows who the desperate ones are.
the members were sitted behing a table on a sort of platform, which had little roll-up curtains in front and behing it, so they were sort of like "in a box" when we entered, and when the event started the announcer raised the curtain in front of the band.
they were wearing their private clothes, and all of them just had foundation on with sun glasses, and only Kon was just wearing proper eye make-up.....Shou-chan was wearing kind of normal young people's fashion in light colours with a baseball hat, it looked quite nice. Kon was wearing a simple black top, like in the nibuioto brand x comment, his new shorter hair looked really nice. Kaie was wearing a fucking denim jacket and the black shirt with a skull on it that was in the comment as well, his sunglasses were a bit down and he keept on peering over them but because his hair was covering his face you couldn't really see his eyes...but it looked hot. Ayuki was wearing fucking overly visual kei stuff, he could've appeared on stage with that, but somehow it really suited him. you can see he's the youngest. the best was Muku, so stylish! he was wearing a black jacket and a white shirt, but also another greyish shirt on top of it(?), it looked really elegant, and his hairstyle suits him so well, and with the sunglasses he just looked like a celebrity.
Kaie didn't seem as energetic as usual, but Kon seemed all ecxited and kept on laughing in his ridiculously cute squeeky way.
some questions:
If you were to date one of the band members, who would it be? [answers are approximate summaries]
Shouichiko: Since I'm not M, since I'm like so S, i'd date the most M-like one, which is Ayuki. [Ayuki was all like that's not truuuue ;w;]
Mukuiko: Since it'd be comfortable, I'd date Kaie. [everyone including Kaie was like WHATTHEFUCK! since Kaie keeps on bullying him the whole time...i guess that shows who the real M is =P]
Konko: Myself. I'd have fun playing ["asobu" for playing in Japanese does not have the same meaning as in English, it's just basically having fun - like meeting up with friends, drinking or karaoke is asobu, so it's harmless]
announcer: Kon-chan you actually play? You don't have the image of someone who plays.
Konko: I do. like touching things.
everyong: WTF!? DX
Konko: like touching myself. and other things. so i'd have fun touching myself
all the girls: DX DX DX <3<3<3
Kaie: [at this point the announcer was like oh, Kaie can stay Kaie for a girl right? and Kaie is like yeah, if i have a child who is a girl i'd call her Kaie...no, that's kind of sick.]Mukui. i'd have fun climbing on him and stuff. and cause he's tall he gives a sense of security.
Ayukiko: Shouichi is left over
announcer: so we have three couples!
Konko: wait, what?
announcer: well you'd be with yourself right?
Konko: oh right. playing with myself touching things.
all the girls: (/w\)<3
obviously there was muuuuch more but that's it for now.
something's wrong with my eye it's so itchy i've felt like scratching it out for the past 2 days, but even if i touch it lightly it hurts so bad i'm going mad.
so yeah, good night.
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[24 May 2009|10:57pm] |
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hucci are splitting up.
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[18 May 2009|07:39am] |
yesterday was:
migawari no hito
ACID ROOM
yugande hasiru
outsider
you
if you look at the live not knowing what happened, it seemed really great. Kon's mike cord got tangled up so in ACID i think he skipped a couple of phrases trying to get it from under the drum set. Muku also messed up some stuff in yugande, and in outsider everyone messed up big time[it was actually like a "jam-session" where everyone came together in front of Akkii and played random crap, but it sounded just totally messy]. Kaie was surprisingly good. surprisingly because Ao's neck broke again just before the live and he had to borrow someone's guitar, i think it was the akenokarasu dude. he was acting totally genki and smiling and stuff, we were really surprised, because when it happened in mito back in October he was fucking crying on stage.
of course he must've been devastated, and that could be seen in the cheki - you can't see his face, he looks totally depressed, and none have his signature on them, which has never happened before with Kaie. [so N the Muku fan just said "have a cheki, i don't need it when I can't even see his face xD]
i decided to do demachi so me+T the Shou fan agreed to meet up after the lives so i didn't pass my present and letter through the merch girl. as it finished turned out that T's friend felt sick so she went home. no demachi->letter wasted. really annoying considering it took me a lot of courage to decide to actually do it. T is like "next time~", but the next 3 times are in AREA and you can't demachi there.
got picked up on my way home, went to McDo and exchanged phone numbers. not that i need that so i'm just gonna ignore any mails or such.
poor Kaie.
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[01 May 2009|08:11pm] |
ABUHAKJBHLKGHOGFKJ SHIT!
i'm leaving my house in less than an hour to do the biggest band-following-trip since i arrived to Japan,
and i haven't packed or anything and I can't!!! I CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!!!
I AM SO SICK!
So tomorrow is Since1889 at Nagoya, after tomorrow is DELU and cocklobin, then we're going to Osaka for 9GOATS oneman, then we do sightseeing, and i'm coming back on the 6th......
i have nowhere to stay in Osaka XD
i don't know whether i've posted it before, but i'm totally hooked on this song for the past 2 months or so. i don't actually have the mp3 so i just listen to it on youtube every day =3=;
Kaie's movements haven't changed at all))
btw, if you have mixi, i created a community for Kaie, please join >w<
http://mixi.jp/view_community.pl?id=4242306
i didn't want to create any communities cause i suck at Japanese and don't want any responsibility, but seeing as now even Shou and Akkii have communities and Kaie didn't, i felt kind of bad for him xD
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[29 Apr 2009|01:27pm] |
I kind of regret writing Kaie-chan the angry message now.
yesterday the front row was totally fucked up because the shikiri was late, and because I went onto Shou-chan's side, it almost caused a total shift of everyone to the right because the space in front of Kaie was gonna be totally open. thank god they found someone who wasn't a regular to enter for me. I hope Kaie-chan enjoyed seeing new faces.
the GOD setlist:
Yugande hashiru
ACID ROOM
outsider
migawari no hito
furesasenai
you
I really loved being on the left side. the Shou-chan fan T is so strange. She is the most lovely girl i've met in lives maybe, but when i ask her "what other bands do you like?", she goes "i like Shunsuke from bis". ehm. she even went to Germany for Shun-chan. you know there's something wrong.
but talking to her was fun, and her way of dancing and mine match so it was really enjoyable!
i noticed that the way people dance on the left side is different - for example in you when Kon goes "everything in this world is you", all the girls point at their favourite members on "you". no one ever does that on Kaie's side. but on Kaie's side the people change every time, whereas on the left they are all the same. i feel lonely on the right cause i don't get along with girls in the center ;w;
for some reason the ammount of Kaie interraction I got was more when not standing in front of him XD
at first when the curtains opened and he saw me on the left, he looked surprised, then gave me a DEATHGLARE that sent shivers going down my spine. I don't know why or whether it was a coincidence. but later on when he saw me looking his way, he looked back and did the usual fanservice he does with me from far away and seemed in a better mood than the last time.
Unfortunately I couldn't watch the two members right in front of me because not having Kaie take all my attention, it was stolen by Kon and Ayuki this time. Kon looked into my eyes several times and i even made hearts at him, love and peace. he jumped down and walked between the barrier and the stage several times again, letting us grope his arms and stuff. Ayuki had a new ubercute girly hairstyle, but had a "what the fuck" expression on his face the whole time for some reason. maybe it's always that way.
Muku-san, unfortunately the bloody nose band seems to be there to stay, i thought it was a one time thing but he even wore it to the instore. he looked angry for some reason, maybe it's the nose band. lame, Muku-san ;w;
Shou-chan's movements weren't as awkward on the left as when he comes to the right, maybe because he doesn't move around much. usually just the way he moves around looks really strange and like he has problems keeping his balance.
at the end Kaie-chan came to the left as usual to wave good-bye to everyone, and he first got tangled in the microphone chord and almost fell over, then tripped over Shou-chan's pedals and almost fell over again.....cute =_=;
today is ikebukuro cyber, tiny shithole. everyone is going to treble boost with Sel'm, DELUHI, lynch., heidi. and stuff, all my beloved bands, but I am going to see NightingeiL with fucking hitotsume who i HATE and stuff at cyber. because the stage is uber low and there are no barriers, when will i get a chance to be that close to Kaie-chan again xD
if yesterday's setlist was so good, i wonder what they will play today.......it's kind of worrying =w=
yay for another pointless i love kaie report.
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[20 Apr 2009|09:06pm] |
my fans calmed down a bit, I think i've crashed their world consept when I started writing about my new love i.e. western neo-classical metal XD
yesterday's live deserves a report.
I still had a bit of a fever when I moved out to Yokohama and I wasn't in the mood, but I just had to go since I've been looking forward to it for ages.
I went for mostly gaudie. and Sel'm, also to see uBuGoe again. I gave my ticket to gaudie.
1.東京ヒーローズ, secret band.
I've heard the name, but was never interested in them, they split up in 2007 but are reforming and yesterday was their 1st live after the break, so it was quite nice.
but personally for me there was a very pleasant surprise - a while ago I saw WORLDisMINE and I absolutely ADORED the vocalist and thought the bassist[guruguru eigakan's dude] was really cool as well, so I thought "must see them again!" and it turned out they only had like 2 lives left.
well both of the dudes are in Tokyo heroes and I liked the music more than WORLDisMINE as well. but seriously, the vocalist is amazing. he's got an objectively great voice and also amazing charisma. i haven't loved a vocalist this much in...ever. i doubt I'll have a chance to see them again anytime soon though ;w;
2. gaudie.
except for the front row girls there was...me. that's it. [to be honest there weren't many people anyway.]
Kazuha, who I could call my favourite member, is usually quite lively and good at firing on the audience, if there is any, but this time the tension was so low i couldn't even look at him. poor Kazuha Eiji's voice wasn't in the best shape, the setlist wasn't great and the sound sucked[they played 2 new songs, one they played before and I quite like, but for the other one I think it was the sound's fault, but I couldn't get it's shape at all]. i just felt sorry for them.
3. uBuGoe.
I can't really express it in words cause they're just amazing xD
they only played one of their released songs, but I remembered some of the others from the previous live, and really, you don't need to know their songs to enjoy them.
for the first time since ages i genuinely fell in love with the bass sound. the bass lines are not standard and boring and he is really good as well so it's just breathtaking. you go ex-CANARY ex-Deshabillz!! xD
oh and of course the vocalist. it's a lame thing to say but HOW FUCKING CUTE. ex FAIRY FORE by the way.
oh and their fans are adorable.
4. Sel'm
my 20th Sel'm live. seems like not much when you're surrounded by people who go see them all the time, considering my first Sel'm live was all the way in July 2005.
ehm...I did not really like it. do they not listen to their live recordings? the new LAMENT arrangement is atrocious. the N∞℃ arrangement makes up with it's awesomeness, but still. also saezuri, it just won't reach the level of their old stuff in my mind. the more i hear it live the more I hate it. one of their new songs, crimson i think, is quite good, i like it much more than creature, but still. but still. yeah.
5. dieS
I saw them in Nagoya with EAT once I think, and they had like 4 fans so it was kind of...bimyou. but this time with their cool audience and their great stage presence it was pretty awesome. I like the songs and the performance, it's just a really good mature band.
however at the time my fever went up and I was so exhausted I couldn't really enjoy ;w;
that's a crap little report but basically I was disappointed by both of the bands I went to see and was positively surprised by the others.
yeah.
uBuGoe<3<3<3
their next live in Tokyo clashes with NightingeiL ;w;
speaking of NightingeiL, the instore is in 5 days and I still haven't found Kaie and present =_=
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[06 Apr 2009|07:44pm] |
Ok, i am literally STARVING.
So I am selling 99% of my CD and merchandising collection.
Selling stuff of the following bands:
the studs, EAT YOU ALIVE, lynch., 9GOATS BLACK OUT, DELUHI, RENTRER EN SOI, Sel'm, SMAP, kagerou, Black:List, Pierrot, bis, since1889, LUNA SEA, SIX-R, Lareine, -OZ-, Megamasso, CANARY, Jakura, Shazna, Gazelle, SADIE, La'Mule, emmuree, Downer, GLAY, Se'ikspia, SIN, Tokami, Vesuvio, Vizell, Falaris.
if you might be interested in any, please comment or e-mail me at k701125[at]gmail[dot]com
seriously dudes, if you buy something off me you'll like save my life.
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